Exhaustion end of term and year…

So we have got to the point where exhaustion has hit real hard. Everyone is tired and just need to be rejuvenated. It is the 15/12/21. We have Thursday and half day on Friday. But I am so sleepy and just dead tired. So tired I want have a lie in but I know I have a few days I can do that for in the the half term. So maybe go gym later in the day. My intentions is to literally rejuvenated and refresh. As I like the idea but I actually don’t.

Most importantly, I feel it is so Bub consciously the realisation of another year down in the books you know. 2021. Due to Covid I keep forgetting that but 2 years has gone or flew by you could say because of it. I just feel so unproductive for those couple of times or majority of the times in the year as I felt very demotivated.

I am slowly getting to the point where I am figuring out what I need to or want to do but it will take time and it changes day to do therefore I am in a mixed emotions of how I feel. it can be frustrating but what I am learning is that I gotta be patience. As I left university, I got a job straight away and carried on as we should but I feel like it was during COVID so we weren’t able to take time, learn and understand as I felt this pressure of hurrying and get a job. Therefore, it was this feeling of okay you have graduated you done! what’s next? I never felt that before as I have been in academic schooling and finally out and should be able to do what I please but due to the situation of the world I was more repressed you know. That is where all the demotivation, what happens next and confusion all came at me once and being in a household for quarantine kind of broke to be fair.